i never meant you any harm.

Yesterday was a semi crappy day. I was mean and sick and upset. I took it out on my family. I know I shouldn't do that, but I think everyone does those things and can't help it.


***I swear, I must have an alarm set on everyone's phones or something that goes off at 10PM exactly that says that they need to comment on everything I have online (Facebook, Twitter..). It's really annoying. I know most of my "friends" are college students, but seriously, get an effing life and go to bed at a normal hour - or don't comment on my stuff. I don't care about what you think about stuff I posted yesterday or at all really. Leave me alone at times when you SHOULD be sleeping****



As I type this, I'm watching the end of Under the Tuscan Sun. I have to say, it has to be one of my most favorite movies of all time. It's such a good story of starting over and believing in yourself. I know everyone must say this, but I wish more than anything that I could just pack up and move to Italy Greece and buy a home. I'd love to be able to take a course in ancient architecture. I'm sure RMU has one, but I don't have any open electives left to take. I think I have one, but it has to go towards a business course, so it's not open.


Other news - I've been getting better! My mouth feels less like someone punched it and more like a semi-swollen hole (ha. ha. that's what she said!). Where my baby tooth was feels so awkward and weird because when I did have open holes like this from baby teeth that fell out as normal, a normal tooth would be poking it's way up behind it. Alas, there is not. So it literally is just a hole in my gum.


I've been looking at Christmas presents for family and friends and I keep getting distracted at things that I want! I know that may seem greedy, but I'm not asking for these things from my friends/family, but they just catch my eye. Of course, like I always do, I'm going to overbuy for friends/family because I care about giving to them after they've given me so much.



Oh! I just almost forgot. I meant to do a 30 truths post in this, well.. post! So here it goes..
Day 17 → A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.
I haven't read too many books that could do this, but one I could put in this category is It's Kind of a Funny Story. I haven't seen the film yet, and from the trailer it looks good... but not anything like what the book actually is about. The book is very dark and ominous - it discusses teen suicide/depression, drugs, drinking.. etc. Through the main character I learned how quickly things in a teen's life can go that bad path.. and how quickly(or not so quickly) they can be picked back up again by a few little things.
All in all, I give it an A+ -> it's a must read! :)